Soul Wealth Chronicles (Special Edition) Issue #8
đEclipse Reflections: Leaving the Old Rankings Behind
This morning, I woke up from a dream that felt like a message straight from Spirit.
I was at an awards ceremony connected to a company I was once part of. In the dream, I decided to leave early, because I hadnât been active in that world for some time. But before I could go, someone shouted: âWait, Natalie! Make sure to see your name!â
I looked at the screen, and there it was, my name ranked at 36.
It didnât feel exciting. It didnât feel like recognition. It felt empty. And I walked away.
The Message Hidden in the Dream
Later, as I reflected, Spirit showed me what it meant:
36 reduces to 9 in numerology: the number of endings and completion.
This was closure. A sign that my value is no longer measured in rankings, numbers, or old systems.
Recognition from those rooms will never satisfy me, because my name is already written in higher halls.
That dream confirmed what this eclipse season is asking all of us: release the old ways weâve measured ourselves.
Time Glitches and Crossroads
Something strange also happened last night. I woke up twice and the clock read 2:00 am both times.
It was as if time itself bent, showing me that Iâm living between two timelines: the survival cycle that once defined me, and the rebirth cycle thatâs pulling me forward.
This is the energy of an eclipse, a crossing point where past, present, and future overlap. Itâs uncomfortable. It feels like juggling (2 of Pentacles), like being blindfolded at a crossroads (2 of Swords). But thatâs exactly where transformation happens.
What the Cards Said
This morning, my cards echoed the same message:
2 of Pentacles â juggling, shifting timelines.
The Devil â the old chains of comfort and survival mode.
8 of Pentacles â keep working on the craft (my writing, my podcast, my creative work).
2 of Swords â decisions I canât yet see clearly.
Knight of Wands â fast-moving energy on its way.
The Lovers (mid-morning) â alignment, choosing love over fear.
Together, the cards reminded me that while I canât see whatâs coming, I am building the new life with every word I write and every seed I plant.
The Eclipse Timeline
Each eclipse has marked a turning point in my story:
2017 â divorce, cracks in the old life.
2023 â ego death, financial hardship, surrender.
2024 â still trying to control outcomes, then slowly loosening my grip.
Now, 2025 â surrendering fully. Trusting Godâs timing.
Every eclipse has reshaped me. I am not the same woman I was in 2017, or March 2023, or even last September. This is the gift of eclipse energy: to shed what no longer belongs and step closer into who you really are.
A Closing Word
If youâre feeling endings, closures, or even being ârankedâ in ways that no longer define you , trust it.
⨠âYou left the awards ceremony because your reward is not in that room. Your recognition will come as freedom, alignment, and the life you signed up to live. This eclipse is not your ending, itâs your promotion to the stage that was always meant for you.â
đ¸ For You, Dear Reader:
Where are you still measuring yourself by old systems, numbers, or external approval?
What recognition are you chasing that actually leaves you empty?
How can you honor this eclipse as a release, so you can step into your own soulâs alignment?
đŽ Stay tuned: My first podcast episode is coming soon, and my book Becoming Natalie is in the works. These eclipses feel like the perfect gateway to share my voice in new ways.